“It’s funny. Little things, they used to mean so much to Shelly. I used to think they were kind of trivial. Believe me. Nothing is trivial.” – The Crow

That movie was on television tonight. I haven’t seen it in years. Watching it made me feel very “something”. I am not sure what exactly, but it wasn’t a very good feeling.  However, it all works out in the end I guess.We all drink to forget the past at one point or another. I am no exception. Unfortunately, numbness is a place that I have called “home” a lot lately. Ketel One and cranberry will get you there in no time, but not always in one piece. Then again, I am rarely in one piece. So it suits me well. Contrary to popular belief, I do not enjoy disappointing people. It just seems that I am very good at it.