Well, the evidence is mounting
and my defense is growing tired
So consider this my confession
Consider this the end
I am an asshole and a hypocrite
I have a broken heart and spirit
Yes, I hide behind excuses
and keep churning out the lies
So please don’t take it personally
when I ignore all of your phone calls
I don’t mean to deny you closure
I just hate to deal with things
As much as it may fucking hurt you
it really is just that simple
I am immature, indifferent
and a useless piece of shit
Once upon a time
I may have been haunted
by ghosts and forgotten faces
but now they know that I am one of them
So they pay for all of my drinks
And I may stumble around in emptiness
and chemical addictions
but I feel no need to hide them
I wear them proudly on my sleeve
So when I wake up in the morning
stained in truth and vomit
I close my eyes and take a shower
and it’s all quickly washed away